Meanwhile ... Paper towels
Meanwhile he plays games he invents, he plays
roles, he plays the scenes, he speaks alone
For his mirror he plays the drama of its pitfalls, it kills
hours in the hallway of his expectations. Meanwhile
set the window or screen,
Through the cloud of his dying breath.
He sees only the white winter tirelessly
Where nothing comes from, where nothing lives, where everything is slow,
Until it sleeps, or he pretended silence
freezing his appearance in an extended body,
When the heart of his flesh dance naked blades:
needles of a dial engraved hours immense.
Meanwhile he painted smiles on masks
He shows at night or when you visit, the mask dance
Then his features granite
But the impatient vanity hates pranks.
Until he traces his icy hand
On a crumpled paper he tears the letters. In his long monologues
meet her sighs, And the hours
destroy his lying words.
Until he dies, slowly and quietly
In the heavy silence of a lack ubiquitous
Who stifles the voices of friends unconscious
harping Him in vain feelings heard.
Until dawn, dressed pink flames,
He wrote the name on the walls of the absentee,
It surrounds and drowns him in his prose,
And suffocating love emerging in tears.
Meanwhile he dreams of tomorrow before or
the other day but when? He knows very well.
From these lips kissed the wild yesterday
That time has changed in deserted chimeras.
And then the door opens, and then the voice resonates.
Light, perfumes, returned in procession,
And in the bare room incorporate the arpeggios
The song familiar but never boring.
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Monday, December 27, 2010
Left Arm Numb And High Heart Rate
obstacle course!
my Christmas shopping.
Since I can only take a few steps, I remain cloistered at home. I do not have enough strength to push my wheelchair. There is no question that Lulu helps me is too painful for her.
The last time she did, she suffered a lot back.
To my last Christmas shopping, my little sister came to my rescue. I also need advice for making gifts to my dear.
During my first trip, I realized that the streets are not really made for disabled persons with Lucy and we have not set foot in a store ...
in Rodez, almost all businesses have a walk, so to go into a shop he had to make my little sister Jaja work his muscles ...
Once inside, it was very difficult to move between the shelves.
course everything was outside my door!
Purchases made by the seller or the seller did not open the door to exit.
Whether it be traders or customers, no one is rushed to help me!
I just started to measure the difficulties that await me when I have my electric wheelchair. Certainly with it I can get out and walk the streets but to enter a shop I have huge problems:
They are very very heavy gear. Who will be able to help me?
I will still not buy everything on the internet
Anyone can find themselves handicapped overnight. From time to time our brave politicians should sit in a wheelchair and live the life of a person who can not walk anymore ...
My approach is not selfish: What is accessible to the disabled, is also the mothers with their prams or housewives with their shopping carts! The day
legislators have understood this and taken appropriate action, everyone will be better!
my Christmas shopping.
Since I can only take a few steps, I remain cloistered at home. I do not have enough strength to push my wheelchair. There is no question that Lulu helps me is too painful for her.
The last time she did, she suffered a lot back.
To my last Christmas shopping, my little sister came to my rescue. I also need advice for making gifts to my dear.
During my first trip, I realized that the streets are not really made for disabled persons with Lucy and we have not set foot in a store ...
in Rodez, almost all businesses have a walk, so to go into a shop he had to make my little sister Jaja work his muscles ...
Once inside, it was very difficult to move between the shelves.
course everything was outside my door!
Purchases made by the seller or the seller did not open the door to exit.
Whether it be traders or customers, no one is rushed to help me!
I just started to measure the difficulties that await me when I have my electric wheelchair. Certainly with it I can get out and walk the streets but to enter a shop I have huge problems:
They are very very heavy gear. Who will be able to help me?
I will still not buy everything on the internet
Anyone can find themselves handicapped overnight. From time to time our brave politicians should sit in a wheelchair and live the life of a person who can not walk anymore ...
My approach is not selfish: What is accessible to the disabled, is also the mothers with their prams or housewives with their shopping carts! The day
legislators have understood this and taken appropriate action, everyone will be better!
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Where Can I Find Phisohex
how Christ himself?
THE GREAT INVOCATION
Alice A. Bailey
point of light in the mind of God Let light stream
into the minds of men
Let Light descend on earth.
From the point of love in the heart of God Let love stream
in the heart of men
May Christ return to Earth.
the center where the will of God is known Let purpose
guide the little wills of men.
The purpose which the Masters know and serve.
the center which we call the race of men
That the plan of love and light to thrive
And may it seal the door where evil dwells.
Let Light and Love and Power restore the Plan on earth.
The winter solstice, which occurs just before the celebration of Christmas marks the longest night of the year and so when the days begin to lengthen. This is the victory of light over darkness. The Earth is the point closest to the Sun and the solar rays spiritual arrive at right angles to the northern hemisphere where they promote spirituality. At the same time physical activities are hampered by the fact that the physical rays of the sun we arrive obliquely.
Therefore, on the night of December 24 to 25, physical activities are at their lowest point and the spiritual forces reach their maximum, which makes the night more "holy" of the year.
But do we truly realize the extent of the sacrifice of Christ to mankind? Do we feel that wonderful love that flows on Earth at this time?
If you are interested in the esoteric symbolism of Christmas, please read the following page: http://www.esoterisme-exp.com/Section_dossier/Noel/Noel_esoterique.php (Research and editing by Gilles surprising)
There may also just before the winter solstice (the Sun will enter in Capricorn at 23 h 40 UT on December 21) a total eclipse of the moon partially visible in France before sunrise, followed by the Full Moon at 8 h 15 UT on 29 ° 21 Gemini axis (Moon) - Sagittarius (sun.
Note also that the new moon of January 4, 2011 will produce a partial solar eclipse visible in France at sunrise.
In Paris, it will reach 73%.
http://www.inrp.fr/Acces / clea/cahiers-clairaut/CLEA_CahiersClairaut_131_05.pdf
According to A. Rupert (cycles become): "When a solar eclipse is preceded by a lunar eclipse, the Full Moon will then liquidate any part of the past in its own nature or conditions of life and allow the person to step new elements in his life and make a fresh start when the next solar eclipse. "
"If a lunar eclipse South Node is followed by a solar eclipse north node we are facing a dilemma between the desire, goal and vision to the spiritual needs of the ego and automatic models habits. In theory the sun is strongest, so it should be possible to consider its own past and its packaging in an objective manner. We can then, at the next solar eclipse, cross the way in overcoming compulsions of its own lunar nature. We must find a new way of adapting to circumstances that require fundamental changes in habitual patterns of behavior. "Since
traditionally begins when a new year's resolutions was announced that wishes to take, why not take advantage of the influence of these two successive eclipses challenge us to change our behavior, our feelings, our way thinking. We'll probably have to deal with emotional upheaval that will exceed what to look for internal change is necessary, we ask also what hinders our spiritual progress and sweep all the limiting factors. According
Rupert "eclipses are opportunities to use the past and present, all that was previously acquired as well as the place where one is at a particular time, to build a future more creative ... They represent summations to try a new adaptation to life, to give a new quality to the relationship one has with his environment. "
Would this not the moment to begin our spiritual rebirth since, winter solstice influx of life and light spiritual flows on Earth?
The year 2011 will also witness the end of a zodiac.
Jupiter, the great benefit and Uranus, the Arousing, finally leave the twelfth and last sign of the zodiac, Pisces, respectively January 22 and March 12. Jupiter-Uranus cycle with a duration of 14 years began on June 8, 2010 with 0 ° Aries. This cycle
Announces Renewal sociocultural.
These two planets were then demoted in July and returned in conjunction with a second fish on 09.19.2010 (28 °) and the last who will be on 01.04.2011 (27 °).
Jupiter resumed its direct November 18 (23 °) followed by Uranus on December 6 (26 °).
a sign Aries is active, enterprising, dynamic, courageous but can also be impulsive, combative or belligerent.
The momentum, enthusiasm and the momentum begun at the first combination has not been able to develop, deploy, as if it was necessary that first spark of energy released in a rather brutal and provocative is internalized ( demotion) to make us more goals against our social behaviors, forces us to seek a new way to act, express ourselves socially.
The message that I will remember is that our action must be collective and not individual, for causes that seem worthy of interest and for the greater good of all.
While Uranus and Jupiter initiate a new cycle, Neptune, planet of the deity, and Chiron, the healer of the zodiac will enter in Pisces, which we will, I hope to keep in touch with the part of divinity within us and avoid getting lost by being a selfish too strong, a warrior spirit too because a strong need for affirmation so we could animate.
Cycle Neptune-Chiron began February 17, 2010 in the sign of Aquarius altruistic and humanistic (26 14). Chiron has already made an initial entry into Pisces April 20, 2010 and returned in Aquarius in July 2010. He returned permanently in Pisces February 8, 2011 where he stayed until 2018.
Neptune will make its first entry into Pisces April 4, 2011. He returned in Aquarius August 5, 2011 then definitely come in Pisces February 3, 2012 to 2026.
The symbol of Pisces is reminiscent of the unfathomable depths of the ocean, these mysterious lowlands, and is therefore the sign of mystery. It marks the end of a cycle and contains also in its depths, the seed of new life.
The mission of Neptune, planet of the deity is to awaken the noblest sentiments, stimulate the mind so that it meets the most sublime vibrations, to raise awareness to the areas most pure inspire us to realize our higher self, to bring the merger and cooperation of the personality with it so that it arrives to conform his life to the teachings of Christ. This planet is intended to advance humanity, to help him climb along the evolutionary spiral.
Chiron and Neptune in Pisces could give us a healing method for the transformation of humanity and allow us to begin the process of alchemical transmutation of lead into gold for man to become Philosopher's Stone.
is time to follow the path Heart developing high and noble thoughts, our compassion, our dedication, our altruism but also our intuition, our vision and our discernment to feed our spiritual growth and open up our minds on what we really are, Christs in the making.
Let this to ourselves every moment of our lives, let each our thoughts and our actions through the sieve of our discernment, let viewers of our emotions not their slave. Thus we will find the path to God.
By combining our commitment to our discretion we will learn to respect us, daring us to forgive, to let others free of judgments and their feelings towards us, to show tolerance towards their failure.
We will then taken to the liberating love, beautiful light that allows us to move forward. It is the basis of all life and the result of our awareness.
become truly great man when he loses sight of his personal goals in such so it does not live longer than humanity. He will then transcended his human nature.
I wish you you all a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year 2011!
THE GREAT INVOCATION
Alice A. Bailey
point of light in the mind of God Let light stream
into the minds of men
Let Light descend on earth.
From the point of love in the heart of God Let love stream
in the heart of men
May Christ return to Earth.
the center where the will of God is known Let purpose
guide the little wills of men.
The purpose which the Masters know and serve.
the center which we call the race of men
That the plan of love and light to thrive
And may it seal the door where evil dwells.
Let Light and Love and Power restore the Plan on earth.
The winter solstice, which occurs just before the celebration of Christmas marks the longest night of the year and so when the days begin to lengthen. This is the victory of light over darkness. The Earth is the point closest to the Sun and the solar rays spiritual arrive at right angles to the northern hemisphere where they promote spirituality. At the same time physical activities are hampered by the fact that the physical rays of the sun we arrive obliquely.
Therefore, on the night of December 24 to 25, physical activities are at their lowest point and the spiritual forces reach their maximum, which makes the night more "holy" of the year.
But do we truly realize the extent of the sacrifice of Christ to mankind? Do we feel that wonderful love that flows on Earth at this time?
If you are interested in the esoteric symbolism of Christmas, please read the following page: http://www.esoterisme-exp.com/Section_dossier/Noel/Noel_esoterique.php (Research and editing by Gilles surprising)
There may also just before the winter solstice (the Sun will enter in Capricorn at 23 h 40 UT on December 21) a total eclipse of the moon partially visible in France before sunrise, followed by the Full Moon at 8 h 15 UT on 29 ° 21 Gemini axis (Moon) - Sagittarius (sun.
Note also that the new moon of January 4, 2011 will produce a partial solar eclipse visible in France at sunrise.
In Paris, it will reach 73%.
http://www.inrp.fr/Acces / clea/cahiers-clairaut/CLEA_CahiersClairaut_131_05.pdf
According to A. Rupert (cycles become): "When a solar eclipse is preceded by a lunar eclipse, the Full Moon will then liquidate any part of the past in its own nature or conditions of life and allow the person to step new elements in his life and make a fresh start when the next solar eclipse. "
"If a lunar eclipse South Node is followed by a solar eclipse north node we are facing a dilemma between the desire, goal and vision to the spiritual needs of the ego and automatic models habits. In theory the sun is strongest, so it should be possible to consider its own past and its packaging in an objective manner. We can then, at the next solar eclipse, cross the way in overcoming compulsions of its own lunar nature. We must find a new way of adapting to circumstances that require fundamental changes in habitual patterns of behavior. "Since
traditionally begins when a new year's resolutions was announced that wishes to take, why not take advantage of the influence of these two successive eclipses challenge us to change our behavior, our feelings, our way thinking. We'll probably have to deal with emotional upheaval that will exceed what to look for internal change is necessary, we ask also what hinders our spiritual progress and sweep all the limiting factors. According
Rupert "eclipses are opportunities to use the past and present, all that was previously acquired as well as the place where one is at a particular time, to build a future more creative ... They represent summations to try a new adaptation to life, to give a new quality to the relationship one has with his environment. "
Would this not the moment to begin our spiritual rebirth since, winter solstice influx of life and light spiritual flows on Earth?
The year 2011 will also witness the end of a zodiac.
Jupiter, the great benefit and Uranus, the Arousing, finally leave the twelfth and last sign of the zodiac, Pisces, respectively January 22 and March 12. Jupiter-Uranus cycle with a duration of 14 years began on June 8, 2010 with 0 ° Aries. This cycle
Announces Renewal sociocultural.
These two planets were then demoted in July and returned in conjunction with a second fish on 09.19.2010 (28 °) and the last who will be on 01.04.2011 (27 °).
Jupiter resumed its direct November 18 (23 °) followed by Uranus on December 6 (26 °).
a sign Aries is active, enterprising, dynamic, courageous but can also be impulsive, combative or belligerent.
The momentum, enthusiasm and the momentum begun at the first combination has not been able to develop, deploy, as if it was necessary that first spark of energy released in a rather brutal and provocative is internalized ( demotion) to make us more goals against our social behaviors, forces us to seek a new way to act, express ourselves socially.
The message that I will remember is that our action must be collective and not individual, for causes that seem worthy of interest and for the greater good of all.
While Uranus and Jupiter initiate a new cycle, Neptune, planet of the deity, and Chiron, the healer of the zodiac will enter in Pisces, which we will, I hope to keep in touch with the part of divinity within us and avoid getting lost by being a selfish too strong, a warrior spirit too because a strong need for affirmation so we could animate.
Cycle Neptune-Chiron began February 17, 2010 in the sign of Aquarius altruistic and humanistic (26 14). Chiron has already made an initial entry into Pisces April 20, 2010 and returned in Aquarius in July 2010. He returned permanently in Pisces February 8, 2011 where he stayed until 2018.
Neptune will make its first entry into Pisces April 4, 2011. He returned in Aquarius August 5, 2011 then definitely come in Pisces February 3, 2012 to 2026.
The symbol of Pisces is reminiscent of the unfathomable depths of the ocean, these mysterious lowlands, and is therefore the sign of mystery. It marks the end of a cycle and contains also in its depths, the seed of new life.
The mission of Neptune, planet of the deity is to awaken the noblest sentiments, stimulate the mind so that it meets the most sublime vibrations, to raise awareness to the areas most pure inspire us to realize our higher self, to bring the merger and cooperation of the personality with it so that it arrives to conform his life to the teachings of Christ. This planet is intended to advance humanity, to help him climb along the evolutionary spiral.
Chiron and Neptune in Pisces could give us a healing method for the transformation of humanity and allow us to begin the process of alchemical transmutation of lead into gold for man to become Philosopher's Stone.
We must move from a materialistic and dualistic belief, which sees people and their environment as being separate, a new awareness of a global reality that embraces the experience of the ego, a reality within which people feel they are one with nature and the whole animated creation. Dr. Albert Hofmann
is time to follow the path Heart developing high and noble thoughts, our compassion, our dedication, our altruism but also our intuition, our vision and our discernment to feed our spiritual growth and open up our minds on what we really are, Christs in the making.
"Christ is born it a thousand times in Bethlehem be born in
If you, your soul remains alone. The Cross of Calvary
you contemplate unsuccessfully
Both excl. lights yourself she not lifted. "Angelus
Silesius
Let this to ourselves every moment of our lives, let each our thoughts and our actions through the sieve of our discernment, let viewers of our emotions not their slave. Thus we will find the path to God.
By combining our commitment to our discretion we will learn to respect us, daring us to forgive, to let others free of judgments and their feelings towards us, to show tolerance towards their failure.
We will then taken to the liberating love, beautiful light that allows us to move forward. It is the basis of all life and the result of our awareness.
become truly great man when he loses sight of his personal goals in such so it does not live longer than humanity. He will then transcended his human nature.
must act as if everything depended on man and not God and we must entrust to God as if everything depended on Him and no man
St. Ignatius of Loyola
I wish you you all a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year 2011!
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Thinkcentre M52 8215 Audio
AN ANGEL HEART! A NEW FACE
THE GALLERY.
What I feared most, to find myself in a chair just happened. I can only do with difficulty walking with crutches!
past few months, I never go out of my studio. I never give that to my physical therapy! For
m'oxygéner a bit, do not stay in the reclusive home my doctor prescribed me an electric wheelchair. For the latter the formalities are long. And heard, I use a manual.
With it I went to the library! Fortunately, Lucy was with me. Push this thing was a martyrdom. Despite my refusal, my darling helped me. In the ribs must be forced. It is the same for descents. If we do not accept, it takes very fast speed. The cobblestone streets deviated wheels
The obstacles were really there!
Now I feel what extent a person in a wheelchair. The few hours I have spent outside me completely emptied. Lulu was exhausted.
I'll stay home and wait until you grant me one that is electric. Jeannine
This week my little sister made me listen to a song called "She has a heart of an angel . I was shocked. The words describe it perfectly my Lulu.
Darling is my greatest support. I spend many painful moments. It's very hard to mourn his legs. Without it I would have sunk into despair.
You know the love gives me wings. I draw my strength in the bond that unites us. Now that I'm happy, I enjoy with relish each moment I spend with my darling. I smile to life! Listen carefully
She has a heart of an angel . To make things better, I added the lyrics. Is not it great that my half?
I am the biggest lucky there is one chance in 150,000,000 of winning the euromillion. On Earth we are eight billion people and only one Lucy.
This gave me her heart. It is a jewel more precious than all the gold World
In misfortune happens to me, I learned that there is nothing more sacred to love and be loved. He who does not know this verb combine live in hell
She's crying a river, she helps everyone
There is so much sorrow, she has to be strong
She needs all her power, for helping the poor
Showing heaven to you
There`s something to live for, oh what makes you glad
Oh she can`t see it, if people are sad
A new star in heaven, she helps everyday
Hope she lives forever and a day
She has a heart, heart of an angel
She has a heart, heart of gold
It is more and more than a lonely heart can hold
She has a heart, heart of an angel
She lives thousand lives in one
She is the queen of hearts, for her I sing this song
Heart of an angel
She gives everything, she helps everyone
Sometimes it`s easier, oh said than done
She wears love like heaven and she knows no fear
She lives between a laugh and a tear
She has a heart, heart of an angel
She has a heart, heart of gold
It is more and more than a lonely heart can hold
She has a heart, heart of an angel
She lives thousand lives in one
She is the queen of hearts, for her I sing this song (for her I sing this song)
She has a heart, heart of an angel (heart of an angel)
She has a heart, heart of gold
It is more and more than a lonely heart can hold (oh)
She has a heart, heart of an angel (heart of an angel)
She lives thousand lives in one (one)
She is the queen of hearts, for her I sing this song (For Her I sing this song)
One Heart of Gold Heart of an angel Heart of an angel
THE GALLERY.
What I feared most, to find myself in a chair just happened. I can only do with difficulty walking with crutches!
past few months, I never go out of my studio. I never give that to my physical therapy! For
m'oxygéner a bit, do not stay in the reclusive home my doctor prescribed me an electric wheelchair. For the latter the formalities are long. And heard, I use a manual.
With it I went to the library! Fortunately, Lucy was with me. Push this thing was a martyrdom. Despite my refusal, my darling helped me. In the ribs must be forced. It is the same for descents. If we do not accept, it takes very fast speed. The cobblestone streets deviated wheels
The obstacles were really there!
Now I feel what extent a person in a wheelchair. The few hours I have spent outside me completely emptied. Lulu was exhausted.
I'll stay home and wait until you grant me one that is electric. Jeannine
This week my little sister made me listen to a song called "She has a heart of an angel . I was shocked. The words describe it perfectly my Lulu.
Darling is my greatest support. I spend many painful moments. It's very hard to mourn his legs. Without it I would have sunk into despair.
You know the love gives me wings. I draw my strength in the bond that unites us. Now that I'm happy, I enjoy with relish each moment I spend with my darling. I smile to life! Listen carefully
She has a heart of an angel . To make things better, I added the lyrics. Is not it great that my half?
I am the biggest lucky there is one chance in 150,000,000 of winning the euromillion. On Earth we are eight billion people and only one Lucy.
This gave me her heart. It is a jewel more precious than all the gold World
In misfortune happens to me, I learned that there is nothing more sacred to love and be loved. He who does not know this verb combine live in hell
She's crying a river, she helps everyone
There is so much sorrow, she has to be strong
She needs all her power, for helping the poor
Showing heaven to you
There`s something to live for, oh what makes you glad
Oh she can`t see it, if people are sad
A new star in heaven, she helps everyday
Hope she lives forever and a day
She has a heart, heart of an angel
She has a heart, heart of gold
It is more and more than a lonely heart can hold
She has a heart, heart of an angel
She lives thousand lives in one
She is the queen of hearts, for her I sing this song
Heart of an angel
She gives everything, she helps everyone
Sometimes it`s easier, oh said than done
She wears love like heaven and she knows no fear
She lives between a laugh and a tear
She has a heart, heart of an angel
She has a heart, heart of gold
It is more and more than a lonely heart can hold
She has a heart, heart of an angel
She lives thousand lives in one
She is the queen of hearts, for her I sing this song (for her I sing this song)
She has a heart, heart of an angel (heart of an angel)
She has a heart, heart of gold
It is more and more than a lonely heart can hold (oh)
She has a heart, heart of an angel (heart of an angel)
She lives thousand lives in one (one)
She is the queen of hearts, for her I sing this song (For Her I sing this song)
One Heart of Gold Heart of an angel Heart of an angel
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